SOUND THE TRUMPET - EZEKIEL 33

LA PETITE MORT

This blog post is about a relationship turned tragic.  The relationship, for me, began in Christmas 2006 or 2007, shortly after I had gotten married.

At that time, my sister in law, Lizzette, invited her boyfriend, Mike, over for dinner.  Before inviting Mike over, she had warned us of a unique event, which he told her had occurred in his life: Mike's dad had killed Mike's mom.

It was a shocking event to hear of.  But I didn't let it influence my judgment.

After meeting Mike I found him to have an inventive personality.  I wanted to be his friend.

So my wife, Phoebe, and I, continued to invite Lizzette and Mike over for dinners and holidays, every now and then, over the next few years.

As we got more comfortable, Mike began to express more about his political views.

Mike claimed to know Peter Joseph, the face of The Zeitgeist Movement, on a deeper level than most people.

On Thanksgiving of 2012, Mike initiated a conversation with me about an idea he said he had.  It was for a shared resource network.  He seemed convinced it would ultimately become a reality.

I was quite excited by the conversation, and wanted to talk more about the logistics of such an idea with Mike.

Later, when I gathered a bunch of logistical information about this idea, Mike told me to put the idea behind me, and him and Lizzette began to decline our invitations more so.

We still kept in contact, but it became less frequent.

Mike, from the start of his relationship with Lizzette, had set the standard that he needed to have his own living space separate from Lizzette.  Mike was explicit to me, once, saying he would never be able to move in with Lizzette.

In the second half of 2016, Phoebe was visiting Lizzette at a large warehouse that Mike rents, for his personal use, in Union City, California.  I was not in attendance at the time.

Mike said to Phoebe that Hitler had been framed, set up, that Hitler was really a good guy, and an animal lover.

Phoebe later told me about this conversation. Rather than avoiding Mike, I thought I would try to break the ice about this conversation over an email.

I decided to ask Mike about a different nazi, who had moved to the USA after world war 2, and become quite influential, Wernher von Braun: he was the founder of nasa.

I tried to express how Werner von Braun had demonstrated remarkable success in perpetrating a Big Lie (such term coined by Hitler in his book, mein kampf).

Mike then accused me of having a gigantic ego, and put forward an ultimatum. Unless I killed my ego, Mike could no longer be in communication with me, and we would need to become divorced from our friendship.

Mike said to me, You're not as smart as you think you are, and you sure as fuck aren't smarter than I am. Mike said you have been blinded for too long.

I tried to fish for an explanation.

Mike said, It's not that easy. You have to put in the work.

I had no idea what Mike was talking about. But Mike did commit to me that he would explain himself.

My judgment of Mike had become very negative by this point, so I decided to let some time pass before I began asking him for an explanation.

After a week or so had passed, I was thinking of something scintillating to say, and I recalled a dream I had about Mike. I was in the front of a canoe, he was steering it from the rear, and he deliberately tipped it over. So I asked Mike, Been busy tipping any canoes?

Mike then replied:

"Sorry to disappear like a wanted UFO.  It turned out to be "dream week" this week.  This is where my buddy and I spend the entire week, day and night, inside the bunker (the shop) partying and debating many topics, yes, even God.  The debates all for fun and funny as hell, literally laughing almost the entire time, and all with little food, barely any sleep, no internet, but luckily we had lots of alcohol, popcorn, and spontaneous laughter.  I think I've finally discovered what REAL human therapy is.  I haven't felt this good in years.  I hope it lasts a while, otherwise, I'm going back! <grin>"

Mike also repeatedly stressed the message of, Planting a seed.

I wondered, What the hell kind of explanation was this? My perception of Mike shifted from negative to sinister. The explanation was cryptic gibberish, and I felt Mike was a threatening person.

I decided to ask Phoebe, if you hear anything scary from Mike about Lizzette can you let me know? And I grumbled about what a jerk I thought Mike was.

Around early 2017, Lizzette needed to move from her current residence.

Seeing as Phoebe had been slowly becoming more and more distant from Lizzette the longer she remained in a relationship with Mike, and how Mike only allowed Lizzette to remain in a relationship with him if she kept a safe distance, Phoebe took the opportunity to try and convince Lizzette to start a fresh new life, in her new residence, without Mike.

Lizzette, being in love with Mike, did not appreciate the advice, and chose, instead, to disconnect with Phoebe, and move in with Mike.

Mike then sent text messages to Phoebe telling her she was being dumb, and said you obviously need a real man to talk to you.  

Mike said to Phoebe, if you can win the intellectual argument with me, I'll leave her.

Later, on June 11th 2017, Phoebe received an alarming text message from Mike:

"How's that relationship with your sister working out?  Just fucking with you because I still owed you one.

Phoebe, listen up.  No fighting.  I'm being totally serious now. Getting tears just having to type this message to you.

And keep in mind, I don't have to do this, so give the cult leader some credit for reaching out.

Anyway, Phoebe . . . Lizzette and I are dying.  Basically have been for a long while. 

* This is not a joke. *

I figure about six months, plus or minus a couple.

A cure is highly unlikely and we don't intend to drag it out the way things are.

I'm okay, but reality is starting to set in for bugz, and it's only the beginning for her.

Please don't call her right now because she's sleeping and hasn't mentioned her sisters yet.  I haven't asked her yet either.

Also, don't come here.  It's truly not safe right now.

Trust me, you don't want this problem.

But there's still time.  I’m asking if you want to see your sister during this process?

Next week I will ask her to marry me."

It was more cryptic gibberish. I asked for advice interpreting it from 3 police officers, they said it sounded strange, but brushed it off.

I tried to get in touch with Mike after I read his message to Phoebe, but he didn't respond.

On June 13th 2017, Mike sent another text message to Phoebe.

"Well she was up-beat today.  Much different from yesterday.

The will to fight could change the outcome.  But we'll see.

Bugz isn't the strongest person.  And it's hard to know the extent of things.

But I won't say anything to her, and I won't bother you going forward.

Just want you to know that you can contact me to arrange a visit or whatever.

And if things appear normal and safe, there shouldn't be any problems.

Also, that you can contact without getting a nasty response in return."

I then managed to get in contact with Mike over the phone.

I asked him what he and Lizzette are dying of, and he said they have been tagged by a program, and only have close to 6 months to live.

Mike said he could not explain over the phone, but offered for us to meet him in the warehouse he rents in Union City.

I said I felt threatened by Mike, and Mike said that he said nothing threatening.

Mike then said, the cup of life is running out.

Mike said, if you want to talk to someone, you might want to talk to the people who created it, and not just someone who might be crazy.

Mike also talked about people being diagnosed with schizophrenia incorrectly, when they really didn't have schizophrenia.

I asked Mike if he was talking about spirits, and he seemed on the same page, but said, we are talking to people, not monsters.

Phoebe shared this information with my other sister in law, Jennie.  Jennie's boyfriend, Colin, was able to convince the police to perform a welfare check, on June 13, 2017, by saying Mike was a definite threat to Lizzette.

On a side note, Colin also tried to convince me, that we should go over there, and try to physically assault Mike. I thought this was a horrible idea, because Mike had previously conveyed to me he is zealously armed, and there was no team of Navy Seals supporting me. I got suspicious of Colin, for giving such life endangering advice.

Colin later suggested to us that Mike was going to have sex with Lizzette’s decapitated skull.  He also kept trying to provoke Mike with sexually explicit messages, and he called Mike a man child.  Colin seemed dangerous to be around. And he had a collection of very sharp medieval looking swords hanging all over the walls of the house he lived at in Berkeley.

I got the hell away from Colin, informed Jennie’s ex-husband about Colin’s alarming attitude, and I’m glad to hear Jennie is no longer seeing Colin.  I also asked the police for advice about Colin, but got brushed off.

Early evening, June 13th, 2017, two police officers interrogated Lizzette and Mike separately, and told us they were unable to do anything. The police said they cannot detain people for believing it is the end of the world.

Phoebe and I later found out that this unfolding drama between Lizzette and Mike was having a negative impact on Lizzette's professional career at the Diocese of Oakland.

I spoke with Lizzettte's supervisor Kathleen about the situation, and she had also been in correspondence with Mike.

I then shared the correspondence I had with Kathleen with Lizzette.

By way of text message I wrote to Lizzette:

"Lizzette,

I just talked with Kathleen for 52 minutes today.

She showed concern and breathed a sigh of relief that we saw you face to face last night.

She didn't think that was you who texted her to say, Consider yourself contacted.

She said your job was never in jeopardy and you are a valuable person to the Diocese.

She didn't seem to know anything about gang stalking.

She said Mike was supposed to meet her in a public place to deliver a presentation and never showed up.

She said Mike contacted her around 11:00 p.m. on Friday, June 7th, (2017) because he wanted to visit her at her house to deliver a presentation.

She said she would not meet Mike in a private place, but only in a public place.

She seemed pretty creeped out that Mike said to her, Your husband's German, I like Germans.

Maybe many of us can meet in a busy and public place, with lots of people, at sunrise or sunset, and receive Mike's presentation.  I would be very excited to participate in that."

Then Lizzette replied.

"Ian,

I do not approve nor am I needing you to communicate with my former employer.  I no longer work for the Diocese of Oakland.  I just sent them my formal resignation.

I am not happy with your or my sister's behavior.  I will contact you if I feel a need to.  Otherwise, I am asking to be left alone."

I got very annoyed by this response, because I thought Lizzette should not have quit her job over this.  She was suffering from a serious deterioration in judgment, and throwing her life away!

I called Lizzette a few times before Mike picked up.

Mike asked me, What do you want?

I said to meet in a public place.

Mike said no.

Mike asked me if I was trying to start something.

I said you offered for us to meet yesterday.

Lizzette then got the phone.

Lizzette asked me, what do you want?

I said to meet in a public place.

Then the phone was hung up.

Mike did contact Phoebe on June 14th 2017, when I was at work. Lizzette was not present for the phone call, according to Phoebe.

This is a summary of the conversation which Phoebe relayed to me.

Mike asked if Phoebe knew about artificial intelligence.

Mike asked if Phoebe knew about gang stalking.

Phoebe shared her understanding from literature.

Mike said Phoebe's definitions were classical, but it was much more than that.

Mike asked if Phoebe knew that I had been messaging him.

Phoebe said she was aware.

Mike said, Are you sure that is Ian messaging me?
It doesn't sound like him.

It was suggested, I am an extra terrestrial.

Mike asked Phoebe if I kept the messages I sent Lizzette and Mike. 

Mike said he and Lizzette deleted them.

A few weeks later I sent a text message to Lizzette saying that Phoebe thinks she's dead, and I asked if she could get in touch, to let us know she's not literally a skeleton in Mike's closet.

We received text messages back saying she couldn't be bothered to chat.

Later, Mike tried to set up a meeting weekly with Phoebe, where he would only allow Phoebe to visit Lizzette, hanging around outside Mike’s leased warehouse.

Phoebe visited them 1 week, but was upset by the meeting, as Mike made her put her cell phone in their microwave oven, wouldn’t allow her to use their bathroom, and the topic of conversation never deviated from the subject of gang stalking.

With Phoebe’s phone unresponsive, I panicked and called 911, demanding they do a welfare check.  Right after I called 911, Phoebe got her phone from the microwave, and responded to me.  I called 911 back, confirmed Phoebe was alive, and called off the welfare check.

Phoebe also informed me, that Mike told her, don’t bring Ian over, because I will gouge his eyes out.

A few weeks later,Phoebe tried to meet Lizzette in person, and brought her sister Jennie.  Colin was not there, and Jennie told us she broke up with Colin.  When Mike saw Jennie was there, he screamed, You’re not invited, took his shirt off, and told her to get off his property before he blew her face off.

Phoebe no longer wanted to visit after enduring such inhospitable conditions.

I wasn't able to receive any replies from Mike until around Christmas of 2019, by way of text message:

Again, he talked about gang stalking, and told me he was writing an instruction manual for tactics to deal with gang stalkers.

He said he has spent a lifetime searching if the soul and body are separate, and that he admits he uses his soul to get what he wants.

He said all my family's brains are being scanned 24/7.

He asked me, do you even realize what you have done?

He said Lizzette is a victim of gang stalking, and that his heart goes out to Lizzette.

He said you guys don't know Colin, but I do. He said Colin's planned event had failed.

He talked about how an individual named David Case could cure tinnitus by sending certain frequencies through head phones.

He said he banned women from driving in his 20s.

He said to expect a “Psy Op” on the sheep population.

He said he and Lizzette won’t have enough money to pay rent by early 2020, and will have to live on the streets. I then offered for them to stay at our residence, but he declined.

I waited until around March 2020 to contact him again. I asked him about his opinion of covid-19. And I asked if he was still living at the same warehouse in Union City.

He said covid-19 is keeping a roof over his head, it is not in his interest to talk to me, and that he's not entirely responsible for all the problems we seem to be having.

I got annoyed, but couldn't get any more replies from Mike after that.

On Lizzette's birthday, August 23, 2023, Phoebe successfully reached Lizzette by calling her from a private number.

They spoke for a while. Lizzette was still obsessed with gang stalkers, and said she is a targeted individual. She also vented about her hatred for pornography and gay people, and said we are all going to die.

That was the last we heard from Mike and Lizzette, before getting news that Lizzette is dead, from the Oakland coroner, on 1/26/24.

The latest news I can find says the sheriff's department was serving an eviction notice, on 1/24/24, on Dowe street, in Union City, CA. A sheriff deputy was shot in the arm. There was a stand off lasting about 9 hours.  Officers fired no gun shots.  The SWAT team finally entered and found a male and female deceased from gun shot wounds, Mike and Lizzette.

The coroner said, He shot her and killed himself, and that Lizzette’s death is being ruled a homicide.

There was news of another individual apprehended, in addition to Mike and Lizzette’s corpses, according to this report.

A former colleague of mine, who works for Harvest Meat Company, on Dowe Street, told me there were at least 50 police cars, special ops, and swat teams, from Fremont, Hayward, and Union City. The workers at Harvest had to evacuate the building for about 2 hours and the roads were closed for 36 hours. 

My position is that Mike deliberately fed Lizzette misleading, wickedly  manipulated, half-baked information, which she became addicted to.  This is a form of psychological torment. My position is that Mike's gang stalking propaganda campaign is responsible for Lizzette's decline in character and judgment.  Mike also used romance to kidnap Lizzette.

On 1/24/24, the night Mike and Lizzette died, at approximately 11:30 p.m., I was showering with my window open, in Castro Valley, just a block north of Eden Valley Hospital.  I was looking out the window facing southeast, when for a split second, the entire sky lit up electric blue.  It was daytime for a split second.  It was brighter than a transformer explosion, and there was no noise.  I didn’t capture a photo, but here is a similar photo showing what it looked like.

I called 911 to find out if anybody had reported this unbelievable blue flash, and asked if there were any transformer explosions.  They responded, No.

Here is a photo of Mike in 2013 that I have saved.

I came across Mike’s Autobiography online.  It appears to be part of an elaborate suicide note.  It also appears to be a misleading attempt at virtue signaling.  It chronicles the rise and fall of Mike’s career, in which he deliberately sabotaged his own success on 2 separate occasions.  

His first self sabotage was after he finally achieved success earning six figures in the IT industry, he felt guilty that he was getting paid so much, for doing so little work, that he quit.  

His second self sabotage, came after he had achieved success earning six figures, for a dysfunctional corporation.  

His female coworker had been having an affair with the male CEO, and he stumbled across this information in an email which said female coworker asked his help recalling.  Said female coworker asked him if he read the email, and he eventually gave away that he had accidentally glanced and seen some incriminating information.  

Mike assured her that this affair was none of his business.  But the 2 having an affair became panicked that Mike knew about this, and kept bothering him.  Mike then threatened to quit.  The CEO said Mike couldn’t quit because nobody knew how to manage the IT system he had implemented.  Eventually, Mike was offered $250,000 to train a replacement, sign a Non Disclosure Agreement, and terminate his employment.  Mike declined to sign the NDA.  He was eventually terminated with no severance.  

This story shows how Mike is an individual who would rather destroy himself, and take others down with him, than consider anybody a worthy opponent, and put his life back together.  Certainly, based on the intelligence Mike conveyed in his autobiography, he could have easily started a new life.  Clearly, he did not want a good life, and was aiming down hard.  

I think it is probably true, the CEO was pushing Mike to take the hush money, and finding a reason for it to be an applicable business transaction.  At worst, this was a misdemeanor by the CEO, to falsify a hush money payment as a business transaction.

I don’t believe Mike initiated blackmail.  

My conclusion is this was a petty battle not worth fighting.  There is no moral high ground in ending your career, just to expose 2 ditzy adults having an affair!

Targeted Individuals is the next elaborate suicide note I came across which Mike published.

In this book, Mike basically said that everybody in the world is being mind controlled, using thought insertions, memory wipes, and impulse weapons.

Mike said, when insightful people find out about this program, all their friends and family will be mind controlled to betray the insightful people who discover this targeting program.  Said insightful people become Targeted Individuals.

Generally Mike’s assertions about this targeting program I find to be misleading, half baked truths.  His slant on this information evades individual responsibility, encourages scapegoating, and forms psychotic delusions of persecution in his apt pupils.

Mike is scapegoating, when he suggests the responsibility of his murder of Lizzette, and his suicide, belongs to gang stalkers. He implied this, near the end of his book.

I am angered and saddened that I thought Mike was too smart to kill himself.  I didn’t believe he would kill Lizzette.  I thought he was deliberately trying to psychologically torment Lizzette into committing suicide.  I tried to throw whatever dirt I could think of at him, and I also tried to be his friend to keep him talking.  I loved our friendship with Mike and Lizzette from 2007 to 2016, and I always hoped we would reconcile, even after 2016, up until their deaths.

But I was blind, because Mike had literally told Phoebe, who relayed it to me, that he and Lizzette are dying, 6 years, 7 months, and 13 days ahead of this event.  It was a warning, I now have no doubt.  We were both extremely alarmed at the time, but had no idea what he was planning.  Five other police officers did read that text message and raised no alarm.  As more time passed, I became less alarmed.  This blog post, I view as my failed minority report.

My religious belief is that death is the annihilation of existence and consciousness.  It is just the reality which I am 99.99% certain is true.  As Mike appeared very smart, I assumed he had the same belief or knowledge.  Only an absolutely evil person would do what Mike did, knowing he was annihilating himself, and a beloved sister and aunt, irreparably from existence.  I underestimated how evil Mike was.  Mike shot Lizzette twice in the back of the head.  It is likely Lizzette never knew, and will never know, how evil her boyfriend kidnapper was.

Pages 46 to 47 and pages 80 to 86 of Mike’s TI book describe his version of the history I have documented in this blog post.

I am fairly certain Mike had no interest in telling anybody the actual truth of this TI program.

I am also fairly certain Mike did know the actual truth about this TI program, and only revealed it to me in cryptic messages, which have taken me many years to decipher.

I am fairly certain of the following 7 points:

1. The negative effects of the TI program begin for everybody at their coming of age, when they learn the pleasure of orgasms.

2. The positive effects of the TI program are a fountain of youth, which can cure old age, if one has the will power and rectal fortitude, to abstain from all orgasms for many years, enduring the physical and mental withdrawal effects of ending that universally suffered addiction.

3. When Mike told me he uses his soul to get what he wants, he was actually telling me that Lizzette would never leave him because he satisfied her sexually.

4. Mike said he only helped one person, after disseminating all his cryptic gibberish about the TI program.  That one person is me.  Mike’s nonsense number of “6 months to live” referred to the fast of “King David,” whose child died in the “7th day” of his “fast.”  Bible stories are like lucid dreams, and “children” are symbols for parasites, “bugz,” mining the human body for coal, every time the master of said body defiles itself by having an orgasm.  Fasting from all orgasms for many years will get rid of these, “bugz,” infecting you.  I have endured minor electronic harassment, from unknown sources, over the years, and I believe I was given pictures of these, “child bugz,” shown below, as well as the power lines feeding their mined energy up into the Sky.

Another infamous story about “King David” was how he defeated a “Giant” or a “One Eyed Monster” by, “putting his arm in a sling,” which is a metaphor about becoming the, “master of one’s domain,” quitting masturbation.  Furthermore, the very first 2 commandments to Man, in the book of Genesis, “do not eat from the tree of knowledge of good and evil,” and then, “throw out your hand if you want to live forever,” are subtle messages telling man, Do Not Masturbate.  Surely you scoff, but how many adults can honestly say they have quit having orgasms for many years, and NEVER plan to ever again experience, “La Petite Mort?”  Since there aren’t any adults who can honestly claim that, to scoff at my claim would be, at best, scientifically dishonest, and at worst, evil and psychotic.

5. As I got closer and closer to confirming the actual truth about the TI program, Mike eventually snapped.  He knew it would happen. I broadcasted the certainty level of my position in the  discussion forums, “Climate Debate” which is not censored, “Above Top Secret,” which is often censored, and “Bible Chat,” which is very censored. Mike also had a very strong sense of how long it would take me to figure this information out.  Thoughts are not independent to just the realm of Earth.  The heart feeding the whole system is Earth.  Other realms are Hell, Heaven, and Outer Darkness.  Mike had some knowledge of the thoughts I was demanding, the rate they were being supplied to me, and my likely reaction. This was a reason that he targeted me, and taunted me.  Even his final act was a sick taunt!  Him and Colin had hoped I would march up to his warehouse, start a physical altercation, and get myself shot and killed.  As he said, the will to fight could change the outcome.

6. Withholding this health information about orgasms from the public is a grave example of medical negligence, and Mike could not bare being responsible for such negligence.  He also could not bare the thought of everybody else becoming his equal.  He is an absolutely evil, psychotic, irresponsible, man child to the bitter end.  

7. Mike Dorthick was a very high ranking individual in a secret cult, with knowledge of realms other than Earth.  He did say, give the cult leader some credit.  I also recalled a lucid dream I had, which I felt foretold of this event, which only became clear to me after this event happened.  I was approached in the dream by my brother, who is a chef, who is 3 years younger than me.  My brother had met Mike only once, and it was the first time I met him too, Christmas 2006 or 2007.  My brother immediately felt sorry for him, and avoided him.  Anyway, the dream was very short, my brother simply delivered me a message.  In the dream, he said, It is a Christian Rite.  And then I began to cry.

I am not currently 100% certain of the above 7 points.  But I am 99.99% certain that investigative police officers will NEVER uncover the true motive behind Mike’s murder suicide, if I remain silent.  I am concerned they may try to dismiss this case as just another crazy couple of mass shooters, emulating the deaths of Adolf Hitler and Eva Braun.  There is certainly more to the story.

Close with MUSEick.